stupid day..

Darn... i donno if joey is angry...or awkward around me nowadays..like so weird...wad should i do...darn.. i think the holi has made us drift...and that stupid some what bestgirlfriend got angry just cause i asked her to do wad she told me to do herself.. hai..

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Today was a depressing day getting scolded by my parents and lonely cause i got left in the house with nothing to do but my homework (which i hope i'd be bothered to do later)thinking bout all the stuff i''m supposed to do but didn't. Don't you think we'd waste our life just studying? and playing? we need to find out our purpose in life. Not just follow whatever anyone tells you too. You need independence and do it yourself. But the problem is..we're always too scared or frightened we need reality in our life it cant just be nothing rit? God created us to find out what we were born to do and not just do what your told. Follow your heart and you will be right where you feel wanted and loved not just a heartless creep. You need to work for what you want and stop dreaming and get up and say YES!I finally know why i'm here. For me... I live for my family and friends.. they support me and help me through everything i've been through and made me pull through the hard times. So what i'm trying to say is..You don't need to be high and mighty to stand up for yourself,you just need to be you :)